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HELLO,

   I fully understand how mean people can be in a work environment when it comes to a mental illness.  If you take med's they think your going to go "Postal", they make fun of you and also can make you work day hell.   Many people don't understand non-combat PTSD is a demon we have to fight everyday, We didnt ask or invite this into our lives, it was just something we went through that affected us and changed of whole life.  PTSD I feel is my own personal hell, a brain injury that will affect us for along time.  Something I wouldnt wish on anyone.

Hello All,

   I just got to feeling a little better after the aniversity of my husbands death, now to deal with the normal life issues, praying ssi will not deny my reconsideration appeal and I don't even ant to think about the holidays.  

If anyone knows of a program in San Antonio Texas that helps get Christmas gifts for my son and grandson please let me know.

Im not and have never been in the military, but I suffer from PTSD.

 Hello everyone,  Hope to find everyone here is good spirits.

  About me well, here I go.

In 1996 my husband was murdered in front of me and my boys, a year later my son was molested by a hair dresser, then he started useing drugs and then herion he is in prision now I have custody of my 2nd grandson since he was 10 says old I lost my first grfandson to CPS my grandson is very hyper due to both parents useing drug

My younger son has dyslexia and ptsd and a learning disability.  I have ptsd and suffer from all the flashback anixity nightmares memory trouble I lost my job my home my car and my mind,

I feel numb, and cant seem to get back into reality.  I have nothing I have lost everything and I feel like life is not worth it anymore..